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第6章信仰的力量ThePowerofBelief
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“Youwillneverwalkagain.Youwillhavetouseareparedforthedrimprognosis，Iheardhiswordsfallheavilyonmyears，numbingmysoul.IfIhadhopelessbefore，Ifelthopelessthen.
Mycatastrophiccarathadleftmeunsdincritiditioofihedincasts，theleftoiontoaidthehealingofabrokenhipandpelvis.WhileIhadotherseriousinjuries，mylegsweremyprime.eeedstead“onthego”
bynature，Iaginebeialoneaninvalid.
Lyingiionlessandrelyingonprayer，IwonderedhowIcouldgivemyten-year-oldsoMomwouldheal.He'dbeencheerfulo，butIsawthefearinhiseyes.Lookingforwardtohavingatotallyhaheraionsofthatwereweighingheavilyonhislittleshoulders.HeherayofhopethatIwouldnotbeinawheelchairforever.
Justmaybe，Ithought，Icouldusethisexperietodowherikes.ButIwasn'tjustbeingaltruistieededsomethingbesidesmyphysigtosinkmyIrishstubboro—it'sthattraitthatkeptmeghthetoughestgeofmylife.
Itdidn'ttakemelongtobepatientwithmylimitedmobilityahepacethetherapistswerewillingtogowithme.Ivowedtolearheyshotingtomoveonmyownathenurses'lastrounds，I'msureIbrokeeveryhospitalrule.Iomakethingshappenmyway.Andbeioawheelchairtherestofmylifedidn'tfitintomyplans.
Atfirst，Itaughtmyselftomovefromthebedtothewheelchair.Imadetisforweeks，afraidoffalling，butmoreafraidtojustlieinbed.Ireachedapointwheremyarmswerestrooswihechair.Gettingoutofthedbatobedprovedmoredifficult，butIsoohthesheetswithonehaionbarwiththeother.Iwouldn'twinanygymnastipetitions，butitworked.Iofteheherapistswouldhavedohey'dseerugglingonmyown.
OncesureIcouldreturhebedfromthewheelchair，Ibegantotackleawalkerthathadbeeinmyroombyaformerhospitalroommate.Iftheicedthatthewheeldheretheyhadleftthem，theyweren'tsayinganything.Iwonderedifaspiracyofsilencehaddeveloped:Iwouldn'tsayanythingaboutmysecrettherapysessions，aaswell.
&inmyprivateroom，assoonasIknewIwouldn'tbeiedordiscovered，Iwouldmaneuvermyselffromthebedtotheflontothebedrailfordearlife，andslowlyputtioerseveralweeksoftheseeversodiffiystrengthaiobuild.Socametheultimatege:alternatingandmovioatime.Ihaddreamsbrisklydowschool，playireddrivingagain—graobesure，butIkhiherewouldeadaywhenthewheelchairwouldbegoneandI
Itcamethetimetosharemyaentswiththepersonmostimportanttome.O，beforemysonarrivedfularvisit，Ipulledmyselfintothedstatiohewalkerinfrontofme.WhenIheardhimgreetthehestatiedmyselfup.Asheopehedoor，Itookafes.Shocked，helywatchasIturartedbacktobed.AllofthepaihestrugglefadedasIheardthewordsIhadloohear，“Mommy，you>
Iamowalkaloimesusingae.Iamabletotakepublisportationtoshopandvisitfriends.Mylifehasbeehmaonesandaentsofroud.Butnomethesatisfadjoyofferedbythosefourlittlewordsspokenbymyson.
“你再也不能走路了，你得坐轮椅。”
医生残酷的“判决”
如五雷轰顶，几乎将我击晕。
我毫无心理准备，那一刻，一种从未有过的绝望感袭上心头。
那场灾难性的车祸使我不省人事，生命垂危。
醒来时，我发现两条腿都打着石膏，为了帮助髋骨和骨盆愈合，我的左腿被牵引起来。
虽然身上还有其他更严重的伤，但最令我担心的还是这两条腿。
我是一位特种需求的教师，且天生好动，我无法想象自己被困在轮椅上的情形，更别说是残疾了。
我躺在**不能动弹，只能默默祈祷。
我就想，怎样让我10岁的儿子对他妈妈的康复怀有希望呢？每次他来看我，都很高兴，但我仍能从他眼中读到恐惧。
他一定知道妈妈即将成为一个彻底的残疾人，这种打击对他来说太沉重了。
他需要希望的曙光：妈妈不会永远待在轮椅上。
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