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&sayshewas.Webelievedshehadtodothat.Werememberedalltheyouherhaddrivenathatwith,shewouldhavetogtothatwhichhadrobbedher,aspeoplewill.
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Shewassickftime.heragain,herhairwasakingherlooklikeagirl,withavagueresemblahoseangelsincoloreddidserene.
&ownhadjustletthetractsfthesidewalks,andinthesummerafterherfather'sdeaththeybegantowork.Thestruewithniggersandmulesandmaery,andaforemannamedHomerBarron,aYankee—abig,dark,readyman,withabigvoideyeslighterthatleboyswouldfollowingroupstohearhimiggers,andtheniggerssingiheriseandfallofpicks.Prettysoonhekneweverybodyintown.Wheneveryouheardalotoflaughithesquare,HomerBarroheterofthegroup.PreseoseehimandMissEmilyonSundayafternintheyellow-wheeledbuggyachedteamofbaysfromtheliverystable.
AtfirstweweregladthatMissEmilywouldhavea,becausetheladiesallsaid,&quriersonwouldnotthinkseriouslyofaNortherner,adaylaborer."Buttherewerestillothers,olderpeople,whosaidthatevengriefotcausearealladytetnoblesseoblige—withoutgitnoblesseoblige.Theyjustsaid,"PoorEmily.Herkinsfolkshouldetoher."ShehadsomekininAlabama;butyearsagoherfatherhadfallenoutwiththemovertheestateofoldladyWyatt,thean,andtherewasnounibetweewofamilies.Theyhadnoteveedatthefuneral.
Andassoonastheoldpeoplesaid,"PoorEmily",thewhisperingbegan."Doyousupposeit'sreallyso?"theysaidtoo;Ofcourseitis.Whatelsecould..."Thisbehindtheirhands:rustlingofedsilkandsatinbehindjalousiescloseduponthesunofSundayafternoohin,swiftclop-clop-atchedteampassed:"PoorEmily."
Shecarriedherheadhighenough—evenwheshewasfallen.ItwasasifshedemahainityasthelastGrierson;asifithadwaouchofearthioreaffirmherimperviousness.Likewheheratpoison,thearsenic.Thatwasoverayearaftertheyhadbeguntosay"PoorEmily,"awofemaleswerevisitingher.
"Ioison."shesaidtist.Shewasoverthirtythen,stillaslightwoman,thoughthihanusualwithcold,haughtyblaafacethefleshofwhichwasstrainedacrossthetemplesandabouttheeye-socketsasyouimagihousekeeper'sfaceoughttolook."Ioison."shesaid.
"Yes,MissEmily.Whatkind?Forratsandsuch?I'dreend—"
"Iwayouhave.Idon'tcarewhatkind."
&namedseveral."They'llkillanythinguptoa.Butwhatyouwantis—"
"ArseniissEmilysaid,"Isthatagoodo;
"Is...arsenic?Yes,ma'aButwhatyouwant—"
"Iwa;
&lookeddownather.Shelookedbackathim,erect,herfacelikeastrainedflag."Why,ofcourse,&quistsaid."Ifthat'swhatyouwant.Butthelawrequiresyoutotellwhatytouseitfor."
MissEmilyjuststaredathim,herheadtiltedbaordertolookhimeyeforeye,untilhelookedawayaandgotthearsenideditup.TheNegrodeliverybhtherthepackage;thedruggistdidn'tebasheopehepackageathometherewaswrittenonthebox,uheskulla;Forrats."
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Sothedayweallsaid,"Shewillkillherself";awouldbethebestthing.WhenshehadfirstbeguhHomerBarron,wehadsaid,"Shewillmarryhi"Thenwesaid,"Shewillpersuadehimyet,"beselfhadremarked—helikedmen,anditwasknownthathedrankwiththeyouheElk'sClub—thathewasnman.Laterwesaid,"PoorEmily,"behindthejalousiesastheypassedonSundayafternooeringbuggy,MissEmilywithherheadhighandHomerBarronwithhishatdahisteeth,reinsandwhipinayellowglove.
TheheladiesbegantosaythatitwasadisgracetothetownaotheyouhemendidnotwanttoilasttheladiesforcedtheBaptistminister—MissEmily'speoplewereEpiscopal—toher.Heweenedduringthatiherefusedtogoba.TheSundaytheyagaihestreets,andthefollowier'swifewrotetoMissEmily'srelationsinAlabama.
Soshehadblood-kinunderherroofagaibackwatents.Atfirstnothihehattheyweretobemarried.WelearMissEmilyhadbeentothejeweler'sandorderedaman'stoiletsetihelettersH.B.owodayslaterwelearshehadboughtapleteoutfitofmen'sg,inganightshirt,andwesaid,"Theyaremarried."Wewerereallyglad.WeweregladbecausethetwofemaleswereevenmriersonthanMissEmilyhadeverbeen.
&surprisedwhenHomerBarroshadbeeimesine.Wewerealittledisappoihereublig-off,butwebelievedthathebadgooprepareforMissEmily'sing,iveheracetogetridofthes.(BythattimeitwasadwewereallMissEmily'salliestohelptthes.)Sureenough,afteraheydeparted.And,asectedallalong,withinthreedaysHomerBarronwasba.AneighborsawtheNegromanadmithimatthekitdooratduskoneevening.
AndthatwasthelastwesawofHomerBarron.AndofMissEmilyforsometime.TheNegromainandoutwiththemarketbasket,butthefrontdoorremainedowandthenwewouldseeheratawindowforamoment,asthemendidthatheysprihelime,butforalmostsixmoappearohehiswastobeexpectedtoo;asifthatqualityofherfatherwhichhadthwartedherwoman'slifesomanytimeshadbeentoovirulentandtoofurioustodie.
&sawMissEmily,shehadgrownfatandherhairwasturninggray.Durifewyearsitgrewgrayerailitattainedanevenpepper-and-saltiron-gray,wheurning.Uptothedayofherdeathatseventy-fouritwasstillthatvigray,likethehairofana.
Fromthattimeodoorremainedclosed,saveforaperiodofsixorsevenyears,whenshewasaboutfwhichshegavelessonsintiedupastudioihedownstairsrooms,wherethedaughtersandgranddaughtersofelSartoris'porariesweresehesameregularityandihattheyweresenttoSundayswithatwepiecefortheplate.Meaaxeshadbeeed.
&heiohebadthespiritofthetoaintingpupilsgrewupandfellawayanddidheirtoherwithboxesofdtediousbrushesafromtheladies'magazidoorclosedupooneandremainedclood.WhefreepostaldeliveryMissEmilyalothemfastealnumbersaboveherdoorandattachamailboxtoit.Shewouldhe
Daily,monthly,yearlywewategrrayeraooped,goinginandoutwiththemarketbasket.EachDecemberweseaxnotice,whichwouldbereturofficeaweeklater,unowandthenwewouldseeherihedos—shehadevidentlyshutupthetopfloorofthehouse—likethetorsoofanidolinaniche,lookingornotlookingatus,weevertellwhich.Thusshepassedfromgeogeion—dear,inescapable,impervious,tranquil,andperverse.
Andsoshedied.Fellillinthehousefilledwithdustandshadows,withonlyadromantowaitoevenknowshewassick;wehadlongsiryianyinformationfromtheonoone,probablyoher,forhisvoicehadgrownharshandrusty,asiffromdisuse.
Shediedihedownstairsrooms,inaheavywalha,hergrayheadproppedonapillowyellowandmoldywithageandlalight.
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Thehefirstoftheladiesatthefrontdoorahtheirhushed,sibilaheirquick,curiousglahenhedisappeared.Hewalkedrightthroughthehouseandoutthebadwasnotseenagain.
&wofemaleeatohefuhesedday,withthetowningtolookatMissEmilybehamassofboughtflowers,withthefaceofherfathermusingprofouhebierandtheladiessibilantaheveryoldmeheirbrushedfederateuniforms—onthepordthelawn,talkingofMissEmilyasifshehadbeenaporaryoftheirs,believingthattheyhaddahherandcourtedherperhaps,gtimewithitsmathematicalprogression,astheolddo,toastisnotadiminishingroad,but,instead,ahugemeadoiouches,dividedfromthemnowbythenarrowbottlehemostretdecadeofyears.
Alreadywekherewasoneroominthatregioairswhiehadseeninfortyyears,andwhichwouldhavetobeforced.TheywaiteduntilMissEmilywasdethegrouheyope.
Theviolencedownthedoorseemedtofillthisroomwithpervadingdust.Athin,acridpallasofthetombseemedtolieeverywhereuponthisroomdedfurnishedasforabridal:uponthevalaainsoffadedrosecolor,upontherose-shadedlights,uptable,upoearrayofdtheman'stoiletthiarnishedsilver,silversotarhemonogramwasthemlayadtie,asiftheyhadjustbeenremoved,which,lifted,leftuponthesurfaceapaleti.Upthesuit,carefullyfolded;behetwomuteshoesandthediscardedsocks.
Themanhimselflayinthebed.
Fwhilewejuststoodthere,lookingdorofoundandfleshlessgrin.Thebodyhadapparentlyontheattitudeofanowthelooutlastslove,thatquerseventhegrimaceoflove,had.Whatwasleftofhim,rottedbewasleftofthenightshirt,hadbeeirithebedinwhichhelay;anduponhimanduponthepillowbesidehimlaythatevengofthepatientandbidingdust.
&icedthatinthesedpillowwastheiionofahead.Oneofusliftedsomethingfromit,andleaningforward,thatfaintandidryandathenostrils,wesawalongstrandrayhair.
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