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第39章小教堂的晨祷AMPrayerinaLittleChurch
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o，Igotintoadogfight.Iwaswheelingababycarriage，mypetcoieltrottih，threedogs—anAfghan，aSt.BernardandaDalmatiahedstartedtearinghimtopieces.Ishriekedforhelp.Twomeninacarstopped，looked，anddroveon.
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LookingbakIactedlessihanfromarealizationthatIwasonmyown，thatifanybodywasgoithatmoment，ithadtobemyself.
&obeaseriesofcrisesthathavetobefasummthtofacethem，though，Ionyselfiedregardofmyownimportaveryi.Iwasonlydistaherpeople.Iworkedhardandwas“successful”
.Ier，Iwasbroughtupiioheaudiesmoneyaedtogiveyourbestperformahonaage.SoIservedonittees，andmadespeedbackedcauses.Butsomehowthemeaningofthingsescapedme.
Whenmydaughterdiedofpolio，everybodystretchedoutahandtohelpme，butatfirstItobearthetouythiheloveoffriends;nosupportseemedstrongenough.
WhileMarywasstillsick.Iusedtogoearlyinthemtoalittleearthehospitaltopray.Therethewpeoplecamequietlytoworship.Ihadbeehmyreligion，Ihadratherylife，andIdidn'thavetheimetoaskHimtomakemydaughterwell—IoohelpmeuoletmeeinandreachHiIprayedthereeverymalookingforarevelation，butnothinghappened.
Andthen，muchlater，Idiscoveredthatithadhappethereinthechurch.Icouldrecall，vividly，ohepeopleIhadseehesolemiredlooks，theoldwomenwithgnarledhands.Lifehadkhemaround，butforabriefmomenttheywerebeingrefreshedbyanennobliseemedastheyprayedtheirworedupaheveryvesselsofGod.Herewasmyrevelation.SuddenlyIrealizedIwasoheInmyneedIgaihfromthekheytoohadneeds，aerdepeheIexperienpassionforpeople.Iwaslearningthemeanihyneighbor...”
TruthsasoldahisbegantolightupformelikethefaehelittlechurIreadtheBiblenow，asIdofrequently，ItaketheteaenlikeJesusandDavidandSt.Paulasthehelpfuladviceoftrustedfriendsabouthowtolive.Theyuhatlifeisfullofplidoftenheavyblowsandtheyareshowiwaythroughit.Imusthelpmyself，yes，butIamnotsuchaself-edunitthatIlivealoof，uhiswasthemeaningthathadbeenmissiherealizationthatIartofGod'sworldofpeople.
多年前，我曾经历了一场恶狗大战。
当时，我正推着婴儿车，短脚长耳的宠物犬一路小跑地跟在身边。
毫无预兆的，三只狗——一只阿富汗猎犬、一只圣比纳救护犬和一只达尔马提亚狗突然向我的狗扑来，拼命地撕咬它。
我大叫着请求帮忙，只见两个人停车看了看又开车走了。
看到这些，我顿时愤怒不已，于是亲自上阵去阻止这场恶战。
我的戏剧训练从未有过这样的震撼力。
我怒声呵斥，动作惹眼，像驯兽师那样控制住混乱的局面，最终三只狗落荒而逃。
回想起来，我觉得自己的行为与其说是愤怒之举，不如说是一种意识到必须依靠自己的力量，自己帮助自己的举动。
生活看起来就像是一连串必须要面对的危机。
但在集中精力面对它们时，我曾自欺欺人地夸大了自我的重要性。
我觉得自己可以独立面对危机，却又隐约感觉到周围还有其他人存在。
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